The Blind Leading the Blind

The moment that I have dreaded the most was supposed to happen today.  Yet "fate" intervened and the plan detoured onto a new direction.

Was it fate?
Or is it more believable that my insides were not strong enough to handle what would have happened today....

I could not sleep all night, thinking of what would come of today.  And now I lay here with the same problem...

Was it fate?
Or did I back out because I did not believe in myself?
Took the "easy way out" as people would say...

I believe in my cause.  I believe that I am innocent and being falsely accused...
Why do THEY not see this?
Are they so blinded by their "job description" or on the defense?
They no nothing of me...only what people say of me...

I am innocent and have done nothing wrong...
I will NOT give in.  I will find my inner strength to fight you.

YOU will not have me, my soul, my life.
I AM who I say I AM...
Not a fake...like you & all of your followers...